Did Maths today. Realized that I still have a lot too cope on. Really very stress. Studied all the way from 2 to 7. Had dinner after that. Went chilling with friends at night.
She texted me with the cry face but when I asked her she said nothing. I'm really worry. :(
Why? I love you my dear. My love will always be there for you.
4am. Goodnight. 😔
Saturday 31 March 2012
Friday 30 March 2012
Friday night
TGIF !
Not really. Just a normal study day. Someone is having a bad day 🙏🙏 for her. It's okay. If there is a bad day there will definitely have a good good day. Look forward to everyday. 💪
46 days left until the first paper. Start to feel the pressure.
Goodnight. Hope to see her soon. 😂
Not really. Just a normal study day. Someone is having a bad day 🙏🙏 for her. It's okay. If there is a bad day there will definitely have a good good day. Look forward to everyday. 💪
46 days left until the first paper. Start to feel the pressure.
Goodnight. Hope to see her soon. 😂
Thursday 29 March 2012
Another day
Been forcing myself to write something everyday. Take it as a diary.
Well, A normal day. Went for Chem class at 12. Finished class at 2. Went to the library after that. Dragged by Peter to join him to gym at 5. Feel so relaxed after that. Did not study at night. :(
Yes. There's a problematic girl. Accusing me for being a double faced When I did nothing. This is the bad thing for being nice to everyone. No true friends here in kl other than Shern that I trust the most. #fistbump
Other than that everyone thing is fine ! :) looking forward to everyday. Healthy sign. I need the results badly.
Aihhh miss you as usual. Hope everything is fine for you as well. Goodnight. Pray hard.
Well, A normal day. Went for Chem class at 12. Finished class at 2. Went to the library after that. Dragged by Peter to join him to gym at 5. Feel so relaxed after that. Did not study at night. :(
Yes. There's a problematic girl. Accusing me for being a double faced When I did nothing. This is the bad thing for being nice to everyone. No true friends here in kl other than Shern that I trust the most. #fistbump
Other than that everyone thing is fine ! :) looking forward to everyday. Healthy sign. I need the results badly.
Aihhh miss you as usual. Hope everything is fine for you as well. Goodnight. Pray hard.
Wednesday 28 March 2012
Not a nice day
I hate listening to people comparing whose better in studies. Come on. The purpose of studying is not about winning.
Not really a productive day. Went to Bangsar village at night. Tsk tsk tsk
Wanted to watch the vow with her. But she watched already. Aihhh too bad. But it's okay 😄 .
Miss you so much.
Not really a productive day. Went to Bangsar village at night. Tsk tsk tsk
Wanted to watch the vow with her. But she watched already. Aihhh too bad. But it's okay 😄 .
Miss you so much.
Tuesday 27 March 2012
Diary ? 😄
Woke up at 12 and slept again and end up having lunch at 3 with roommate and friends. Omg im such a lazy boy.
Started studying at 4 at the hall. Just when I am about to start focusing, a gang of dancing club people came in for their dance training. #distracted
After that went chilling with JJ , Peter and Sanji at the cafeteria. Had a pool game. Planned to sleep at 5 but someone asked me to wake her up at 6. Okay. Sleep at 6. Arghh. Procrastinating at its prime.
Slept listening to yiruma's music. So peaceful. Me likes. Had dinner with JJ at mc Donald's. Met Yean Yean together with her friends there too 😄
Should have continued my studies, but then another distraction ! Those Malay people training silat at the same place. Screw it ! Go back to my room and online. Whole day wasted !
Hope tomorrow will be better. And wish her Goodluck for her Econs trials.
END.
Started studying at 4 at the hall. Just when I am about to start focusing, a gang of dancing club people came in for their dance training. #distracted
After that went chilling with JJ , Peter and Sanji at the cafeteria. Had a pool game. Planned to sleep at 5 but someone asked me to wake her up at 6. Okay. Sleep at 6. Arghh. Procrastinating at its prime.
Slept listening to yiruma's music. So peaceful. Me likes. Had dinner with JJ at mc Donald's. Met Yean Yean together with her friends there too 😄
Should have continued my studies, but then another distraction ! Those Malay people training silat at the same place. Screw it ! Go back to my room and online. Whole day wasted !
Hope tomorrow will be better. And wish her Goodluck for her Econs trials.
END.
Monday 26 March 2012
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice , falling in love with you was out of my control.
As the saying goes, nothing is impossible. For me it's not exactly true. But if I dare to love you , means its possible. I told myself I will never ever fall in love with anyone anymore for at least few years. But somehow fate brought you here and made me fall for you.
Friends here often ask me. How can I don't give a shit about what people say about me and not afraid of saying anything. That's me. I live my life not to please anyone of you. I came to this world to create my own story. I only fight for things that are worth fighting for.
About my clubbing life , had been a month since I last went. Shocked ? Thinking back to last year I clubbed almost every week. Got to know many new friends. Especially girls. I love partying. I asked my self over and over again why so many pretty girls but I'm not even interested in one. Am I a fucking gay ? Ahhh definitely not. 😄
For me, I don't need a perfect girl. I just need a normal girl that can I have fun together with, have a nice conversation. Can be couple yet best friends. You might not be perfect for anyone. But for me you're absolutely the perfect one for me. Recently u keep saying that our personality doesn't match. That night I didn't sleep. I was sitting on my bed and thinking about this over and over again. I know it's not a good thing. That's why I am ready to make a change. But bear in mind. I change if I think it's not right, I don't change to please anyone. To me, you're the reason.
RT: never let go of someone you can't live a day without.
no matter how long it takes, I can wait I can do anything for you. Love might fade , but it's the heart that makes it goes on.
Friends here often ask me. How can I don't give a shit about what people say about me and not afraid of saying anything. That's me. I live my life not to please anyone of you. I came to this world to create my own story. I only fight for things that are worth fighting for.
About my clubbing life , had been a month since I last went. Shocked ? Thinking back to last year I clubbed almost every week. Got to know many new friends. Especially girls. I love partying. I asked my self over and over again why so many pretty girls but I'm not even interested in one. Am I a fucking gay ? Ahhh definitely not. 😄
For me, I don't need a perfect girl. I just need a normal girl that can I have fun together with, have a nice conversation. Can be couple yet best friends. You might not be perfect for anyone. But for me you're absolutely the perfect one for me. Recently u keep saying that our personality doesn't match. That night I didn't sleep. I was sitting on my bed and thinking about this over and over again. I know it's not a good thing. That's why I am ready to make a change. But bear in mind. I change if I think it's not right, I don't change to please anyone. To me, you're the reason.
RT: never let go of someone you can't live a day without.
no matter how long it takes, I can wait I can do anything for you. Love might fade , but it's the heart that makes it goes on.
😄
Its 2.38 midnight. I don't wanna sleep yet. I wanna chat with her before i sleep. She's having her trials 2 days later. Hope that she can do really well ! She had been working hard for her exams. All the best. I know you can do it. Miss you a lot.
Haven't seen you for 2 weeks already . The last time I see you was when we went out to study together at Starbucks. How are you hahaha.
Haven't seen you for 2 weeks already . The last time I see you was when we went out to study together at Starbucks. How are you hahaha.
:)
Time flies. Its been a year. Read my old post , i managed to let go of you eventually. Thank God. I'm still me. Hope you are doing well in your works and studies. Thinking back that i used to talked to you every single night until i fall asleep, well not anymore.
Many things happened in this one year. My heart is stronger now. I did not change, i grew up. Found the direction of my life and i'm ready to fight for it. I don't wanna have a single regret in my life. I'll do my best.
Got bad results for my A-levels for the paper in Jan 2012. Played too much. Well there's still one more chance in Jun. Promised myself i will do my best. Target B B B.
I found a girl that i love truthfully. Finally? Not? :) I just hope things get better. Dedicating this to a girl that means a lot to me. She said i'm not mature enough. I admit. Sometimes i just want some attention from you, that leads to me doing things that make you feel i'm immature. I don't wanna explain. It will worsen things. I know i'm too sensitive for you. Its because i'm jealous. I really love you. i really do. IF I say it i mean it and i'll prove it. To me , my love for you is everything. It can overcome any obstacles. Alright, i'm changing. Learning to think for others from other people's perspective. And i hope you can think from my perspective as well. Nothing is impossible. When it comes to love, everything is possible. Like i thought i would never have loved you, but i did. Deeply. You never failed to put a smile on my face. Just a simple text from you can make my day.
Ciao.
Many things happened in this one year. My heart is stronger now. I did not change, i grew up. Found the direction of my life and i'm ready to fight for it. I don't wanna have a single regret in my life. I'll do my best.
Got bad results for my A-levels for the paper in Jan 2012. Played too much. Well there's still one more chance in Jun. Promised myself i will do my best. Target B B B.
I found a girl that i love truthfully. Finally? Not? :) I just hope things get better. Dedicating this to a girl that means a lot to me. She said i'm not mature enough. I admit. Sometimes i just want some attention from you, that leads to me doing things that make you feel i'm immature. I don't wanna explain. It will worsen things. I know i'm too sensitive for you. Its because i'm jealous. I really love you. i really do. IF I say it i mean it and i'll prove it. To me , my love for you is everything. It can overcome any obstacles. Alright, i'm changing. Learning to think for others from other people's perspective. And i hope you can think from my perspective as well. Nothing is impossible. When it comes to love, everything is possible. Like i thought i would never have loved you, but i did. Deeply. You never failed to put a smile on my face. Just a simple text from you can make my day.
Ciao.
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